Callback Fever

I am obviously crazy. Out of my mind. Who decides to audition for a show the day before the audition? THIS GIRL. I know I was all planned and set from like august on to audition for a Little Princess with Sunnyvale Youth Players but then I was debating on whether to do that or the spring play at school and they both conflicted and I was super confused but then I missed auditioning and dancing and singing so I went for it. I spent the entirety of Tuesday figuring out songs and monologues and paperwork. And I think the audition went well. I mean, theres only twenty of us in all who auditioned. And I may have been a little pretentious and awkward by putting on my audition sheet that I would only accept a certain amazing role that shall not be named. And jwndjfjdkd. But if I couldn't get that role, I would want to see what role I could get at school. You feeling me? I don't know. Maybe I'm just delusional. But everyone at that company is super nice and chill. And I have the second night of callbacks tonight. And last night I got home late(r than I am used to) and I swear I literally got no sleep. I didn't even change out of my pajamas for school.
  Last night was sleepless from all my jdndkfnfjcj callback anxiety. And its close to finals week. And I'm not even anxious for that, haha. Its a weird concept. But, to relate to all you scholarly peoples who don't understand theater kids, waiting for a cast list is kind of like waiting to get a really really important test back. A REALLY REALLY important test. That will determine all your future happiness and self esteem and your extracurriculars. That was a little exaggerated. But y'all get the picture, haha. Its a bad habit, but I tend to put the rest of my life on hold for shows. But all I can do now is wait. But I'll be fine. If anything I'll audition for my school show and be happy. Or adopt a kitten. Or go to beauty school. Or get a job. I'll be fine. Stress levels down.
    Going to find caffeine. Oh, wait, I'm at school.
And I wrote that a few hours ago. But I made it through my day without falling asleep in any of my classes so go me. Lol. But tonights callback was dance. And this show is like lyrical/modern/African. So I was very happy, haha. I like to think that I am a decent dancer. I hope my sass covers all my awkwardness. I hope that I'm not like 'a dad at prom' to quote mai gurrl Jennifer Lawrence. Also to combat callback fever I just YouTube/ Google her. And my day is instantly made funnier. If I fall while walking onstage, will I get the part anyways , haha?
And that was written last night. Way to post things on time, haha.
     A sleep deprived Claire.